Waiting for spring break to arrive basically

I wish I could just massacre Heartless for an hour and end up with enough munnies to pay for all my college expenses. Although the option of going to a community college is tempting, I do want the college life experience. With that in mind, I'm now brainstorming ways how to AVOID THE UNMERCIFUL FUTURE OF DEBT:

1. Apply to scholarships (this has started out as a shitty idea because i'm always occupied with school. also, i have an irrational fear when i think about applying to them.)

2. Get a fucking job (I might be working at a golf ranch over the summer. Those pay checks would be used for book costs, supplies, and personal expenses...which leaves my parents with tuition fees, room and board, and travel...)

3. Join Americorps (I've been volunteering for parts of my community, so might as well do it to cover student loans)

4. HIT THE MOTHERFUCKING JACKPOT (when i turn eighteen, i'll invest money into some scratchers and lotto tickets)

Oh 2009, the year I graduate from high school.

Although I can say I have dabbled in a substantial amount of adolescent misbehavior, I know I'm still a nekkid baby in the new world.

A couple of things suck in my life right now:

- My mind works in opposition to whatever mindset one group of my friends have, which then leads me looking like the insensitive one. And this group of friends includes 'Linear Attraction' --- chortle wooo :/.

- I need to finish up some college forms. blahhhhhh

BUT WHAT I DO APPRECIATE RIGHT NOW:

- I think I'm getting hotter. It's a tad narcissistic of me, but wtf I'm a sexy nerd.

- I LOVE HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER NOW.

- I'm using my guitar powers for serenading ;D

- OMG COLLEGE MEANS I HAVE A HIGHER PERCENTAGE OF GETTING A GIRLFRIEND YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. This doesn't mean I'm obsessive in acquiring a mate, it's just an exciting thought


I'm trying to make these 4ish months the best EVAR.


: iconGayBiWorld:

what what?

im in a this awkward love pentagon


i have a fucking headache. D: